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I wiped the blood from my face before I walked into Hetalia World Academy. I finally was going to see my long time lover, Antarctica, after a long war. I spotted her next to her friends, once of them being America. The one who I just fought. I hesitantly walked over to where she was standing and was greeted with a hard slap to the face.
"You bastard, you knew that he was weak! You knew it was a quick win for land. You got your darling Alaska back! But you hurt one of my best friends and now I want you to get out of my damn face before I bust yours." She snapped and gave me a hard shove. "You are a Monster " She once again shoved me and walked away with America limping next to her. I felt my heart ache and the warmth that Antarctica had given it was gone. I turned and left the school and went straight to the sunflower garden that Alix and I had grown last year.
Take a good look at me now
Do you still recognize me
Am I so different inside
This world is trying to change me
And I admit I don't want to change with it
And I admit I can't go on like this anymore

~A year later~
Ever sense that day, that war, everything went down hill. Every war that I am forced to fight because of my boss seems to be with one of Alixs closest friends. And that caused her to hate me even more, even though I sent sunflowers to her everyday. But even sunflowers can't make people forgive and forget. And no matter how much I beg her to take me back, I am slowly realizing that she will never take me back. Though I wont lose hope, for it is the only thing I have left in this dark world.
Erase this monster I've become
Forgive me for all the damage done
It's not over
Say it's not over
I'm begging for mercy
I'm only the monster you made me

She was the one I tried to protect, I mean was she not complaining about the pollution America was practicably mass producing? Was it not hurting her country? She was the one who made me want to protect her, to fight for her. I suppose I am better off without her...The only one who looked past my intimidating nature and saw the light in my heart. I can't even lie to myself anymore. I need her, without her that light in my heart is slowly going out and I am slowly going crazy.
I'm better alone now
See I'm torn from my mistakes
And I stop believing that I could ever make things change
How much can I take
When I know that it hurts you
How long can I wait
When I cant go on like this anymore

~Another year later~
I repeated what I had done only two years ago, wiped the blood off of my face and walked into the school. This war had been two against one. Pandora and New Prussia against me. Even so, I had become stronger over the years, the two war counties lost. And I had lost most of my sanity and would do anything to win, to somehow keep that light in my heart form going out. And by the way this looked, it wasn't going to stay much longer.
Erase this monster I've become
Forgive me for all the damage done
It's not over
Say it's not over
I'm begging for mercy
I'm only the monster you made me

"Forgive me father, for I have sinned." I said sadly one day during my monthly confession.
"What is your sin?" Father Hawke asked as he braced himself for the worst of my sins.
"I have killed another, I attacked two females, and I attacked and over powered he weak. And to me my worst sin...I have lost the light that leads me to heaven. I have found my way to hell and I don't think that there is a way back to heaven without her. Without my light."
Because who I am
Isn't who I used to be
And I'm not invincible
I'm not indestructible
I'm only human
Can't you see
The beauty in me

"I...I can't forgive you. I can't. You hurt my friends, the people who I grew up with." Alixs normal strong voice was cracked and he noticed that the fringe over her left eye was pinned back. Pinned back with the sunflower pin I have her three years. Her double coloured eyes stared up at me with sadness and confusion.
" Take a good look at me now
Can't you see I've changed
Erase this monster I've become
Forgive me for all the damage done
" I told her softly and turned away from her. I ran out of the school and went straight home.
~a month later, Alixs POV~
I walked into Russia's house with fear. I didn't know what i would see when I walked into his room, but I sure as hell didn't expect this. He smiled at me before he opened his mouth to speak.
"Forgive me father, for I have sinned." I screamed as he kicked the chair out from under his feet. A sickening crack echoed through out the room as his neck broke on impact of the noose. I turned my head as his radio turned on by itself.
  It's not over
Say it's not over
I'm begging for mercy
I'm only the monster you made me

Far away through the pain
I hear the angels calling
Far away through the pain
I see my demons falling

Far away through the pain
I hear the angels calling
Far away through the pain
I see my demons falling

Erase this
Erase this
Erase this monster you made me


Their closest friends and family cried as they attend the funeral of the two, Alix and Ivan.
On both of their tombstones read; 'Died of lack of sanity, dies for the light of their hearts'

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I don't know why it is so damn depressing...probably because I suck at songfics.
Anyway, hope ya like it!
wait...WHERE THE HELL DID ALL THE RELIGIOUS SHIT COME FROM. Thats IT I am never hanging out with my best guy friend on sunday EVER AGAIN.

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~hayhay3499 Jul 15, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
SADNESS!!:iconepiccryplz: but good can u make another story for me plz??
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~PyroXNamedXHaze Jul 16, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I suppose...With who and who?
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~hayhay3499 Jul 16, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
For England and my oc Bermuda
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~PyroXNamedXHaze Jul 16, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dude. Crack pairing. How did they even meet? shes an ocean.
oh and....AND I CLAIMED ENGLAND. He's my sexy punk gentlemen :iconpunkenglandplz:
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~hayhay3499 Jul 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
well good 4 u but they been together 4 a whileand how they met well the countries got stuck in the middle of the bermuda triangle and she sorta saved them and put them on her island and then she yelled at them to get off her island, since she is also into magic she made a giant wave come up out of no where and she threaten them agian and then the countries got off but england wanted to know how she could do that and I dont feel like explaining everything else.....
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Mood: Regretful ~PyroXNamedXHaze Jul 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
...I'm really sorry dude, but I can't even think of a plot to go with an ocean and a country. I can see a state/province/capital with a country, but an ocean? It just doesn't make sense... :saddummy:
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Mood: Rant ~hayhay3499 Jul 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
me and wendi can think of a million things but u got nothin i mean rlly cant u think of anything....
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Mood: Not Impressed ~PyroXNamedXHaze Jul 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well, dude, I hate to say this but...Shes an ocean. Nothing to do with Hetalia at all, shes not even land. It has nothing to do with Hetalia,or England. I do have standards for writing, and an OceanXCountry is just something I can't write. Desole.
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